Forgetting · to · be · forgetful.

I just found two of the scariest songs in the world.
Hamburger Lady - Throbbing Gristle
Hay - Butthole Surfers

Shudder.

Current Location:	My room
Current Mood:	scared
Current Music:	Hamburger Lady - Throbbing Gristle

So, naturally, I don't do it.

If I haven't said before, Breaking Dawn is an astonishingly bad book.

So, basically, this is a reminder to myself to do my coursework and never read Breaking Dawn again.

Current Location:	Living room (Whatta change of scenery)
Current Mood:	hot
Current Music:	Amsterdam - Coldplay

STORY:
Cloud and Aerith are good friends. However, Cloud's desire to become a SOLDIER causes him to leave (he promises temporarily, one day he'll return) so he can fulfill this wish. At first, Aerith can accept this. But feelings she had been concealing pushed her into sadness at the loss of her friend. She decides to write him a letter [VIDEO STARTS] Her first letter is angry. She writes over and over again 'I love you, do you love me? Do you?' She knows these are empty accusations and that she'll never send this letter, so she starts to write another one. Meanwhile, Cloud's best friend, Zack, dies. When Aerith hears news of this, she begins to worry. Surely, if a first class SOLDIER like Zack could die so easily, Cloud could not be safe? She pleads in her letter for Cloud to come home. She feels more alone than ever, she knew Zack a little, and he was always telling her to tell Cloud how she felt. Years start to pass, and Aerith yearns for Cloud. She writes letter after letter, but never sends them. One day, while looking after the plants in the church she realizes something: he'll never come home and he will never love her. And no amount of letters could change that.

What a stupid ending Dx Sorry!
Okay, this vid is like a celebration of my +25 subs and the fact kingdom hearts 2 FINALLY came ^--^ I've played it before, but it's so good I bought it second hand and it came a couple of days ago! I'm on the colleseum already :P

Now, notice the (HAND WRITTEN) letter that gets screwed up? I had an idea to do that from the moment I started this vid, but when it came down to writing the letter, I was about to fight Axel so I was a little wound up ('YAAAAY! AXELLL!! BUUUURN BABY! GOT IS MEMORIZED? ^-^) plus I didn't know what the hell to write, so I wrote down what they said in the game XD
Here's the letter:

21 Broken Computer St.
New Personality Lane
Someone's Data
Midgar M15 211

Dear Cloud,

Simply amazing, Roxas. Axel. You really do remember me this time? I'm so flattered. But you're too late. Two? Come here, I'll make it all stop. Burn, baby. Get back. Pause, use the keyblade to defeat Axel. Get back. Got it memorized? Burn, baby. Get back, Roxas. Roxas? You get on their bad side and they'll destroy you. No one would miss me. That's not true, I would. Axel. Let's meet again in the next life. Yeah, I'll be waiting. Silly. Just because you have a next life. Donald? Goofy? Mansion, basement corridor. Open. Obtained hi-potion. At last, the keyblade chosen one. Who are you talking to? Me or Sora? To half of Sora, of course. You reside in darkness. What I need is someone who can move about the realm of darkness and destroy organization thirteen. Why? Who are you? I just want you to come home, Cloud.

Love, Aerith

I thought it was funny how many times he said burn baby XD

Current Location:	My room
Current Mood:	full
Current Music:	Same - Snow patrol

Ideas:
Initially BBT
1. Fathers and children, same quest (pilgrimage) LOADS OF QUOTES. End: hint FFX-2
2. Yuna searching (Masking? O_O) Ghosty, creepy feel.
Random
1. Cute sketches, animated to cute song.
Subbers
1. Aerith shot, Cloud finds letter. How does he find out she died? Tifa? Blood splatter? Written at the bottom of letter? Or not at all?

Current Location:	My room, as usual
Current Mood:	creative
Current Music:	Die another day - Madonna

To update...
Two things I'm always doing (And doing right now XD):
Fighting Sephiroth in kingdom hearts (because I can't beat Ansem XD) or vidding.
Two things I'm rarely doing and should probably do more:
Hanging out with Rosie and doing English coursework.

Hmm... I could use this place for coursework notes? Gah, whatever. No one reads so I can post whatever I want :P

Sephiroth is actually pretty scary... up until the moment you hit him. Then he goes "Oh!" like a guy called Steve who just dropped his glasses.

Current Location:	England
Current Mood:	amused
Current Music:	Annoying kingdom hearts jingles

Emmy is going on about her hips so I thought I'd show the world how it all started...

http://s172.photobucket.com/albums/w12/lyricallydown/?action=view&current=retardhip.jpg

364-59//J-Rock (also known as Japanese Rock or "holy shit that was a man?!") says:

ANYWAY, LETS STEP AWAY FROM MY HAIRY BELLY AND DELIGHT IN THIS PICTURE OF MY FUCKING HUGE HIP:

Current Location:	Idaho Falls, Idaho.
Current Mood:	content
Current Music:	Elenor Rigby - Beatles

DUUUUUUUUN! DADADADA DUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUN!
In sleep he tells you to join,
In dreams you joooooiiiin.
That voice will call to you,
and you will join.
AND NOW I JOIN AGAIN!
FOR NOW I FIND:
THE PHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAANTOM OF THE JOINYING, IS THERE! NOW I WILL JOIN!

Yeah, you sing to the phantom of the opera if you didn't guess XD

http://www.thesimsisland.proboards60.com/index.cgi

Current Location:	Idaho Falls, Idaho.
Current Mood:	hyper
Current Music:	The phantom of the opera - The phantom of the opera soundtrack

I'M HAPPY NOW! I took some quiz to see which FF character I was and I got Rinoa.

I'm like: FUCKING RINOA?? THE FUCK DID THAT HAPPEN?? I MIGHT AS WELL BE SQUALL!

BUT I took another quiz and I was Yuna!

*Is delighted*

Okay, I dunno if this will work but we can hope

[EDIT]
Sad. It didn't. Oh well, I'll prove I'm Yuna with this:

Current Location:	Idaho Falls, Idaho.
Current Mood:	cheerful
Current Music:	Single - Natasha Beddingfield

OMG!

Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
KYLE HUGGED ME!
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

Not that a guy has never hugged me before but...I never been hugged by a HOT guy who I love to bits XD

ANYWAY! Wanna hear details? Well, I'm gunna tell 'em!

It was the las day of school today and it started out great. I got here, talked to everyone a bit, ate some pancakes that the teachers cooked for us, then, I heard who Kyle was going out with. KIERIAYE! I mean, she is really nice and they are great friends so I shouldn't have been suprised. I tried not to let it ruin my day, tho. I tried to enjoy the day. I really did. But one small thing was bugging me:

Tasha, my best friend in England, doesn't like me (According to Pippa) and I am going to have to go to England VERY soon and face her. 

It sunk in a couple of days ago that she might be right so I broke down in Life science. Guess what? That lesson is one of the two I have Kyle in the same class. I was so STUPID. Grr! No one left me alone. I would NOT tell anyone what was bugging me so bad. Everyone assumed it was Kyle. EVERYONE. But, it wasn't. Not at all. So, I told. I told a couple of people and the next thing I knew everyone knew. Including Kyle. But, according to Kelsey, he felt really bad.

Well, anyway, that started to bug me, today. No idea why. I got all upset and everyone was SURE it was because of Kyle this time. And it partly was. But mostly because of Tasha. So, at the very end of the day I burst into tears. I ran to the loo and grabbed a tissue and dabbed at my eyes irritibly but I couldn't keep them back when I saw Kyle. I just burst into tears again and everyone was fussing over me and I told them EVERYTHING! Weird thing was, Kyle was there, all the time. And he listened.

I swear I'm under way too much stress. I love LJ so much because I just write it all out and not worry about my friends in England or America reading it.

ANYWAY, we went down the halls to get out and I ranted and told everyone everything that was bugging me and I didn't care. I cheered up and I told them all I loved them and I hugged all of them apart from Kyle and just nodded at him. OKAY! This is the most romantic moment of my life so far! Let me write it down and make a record of it.

I hugged Madison, Jamie, and Keriaye and just nodded at Kyle and he said, indignantly:
"Well, I feel left out!" 
"You want a hug, too?" I said, sarcastically.
"Yes!!!" He said as if it was obvious.

THEN WE HUGGED! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!

He is a good hugger XD

Current Location:	Idaho Falls, Idaho.
Current Mood:	ecstatic
Current Music:	Sally's song - Catherine O'hara